The Way I See It - Presley Blog 12-29-10
Last year Presley wrote a blog, more like a personal online diary, about her struggles and issues she is going through. Now, as I have said before I like Presley, especially the one that wrote this blog. This is deeply personal, brutally honest and thoughtful. This is the struggle that I have spoken of before that still simmers inside her. Joey killed his logical side off many years ago, Connie certainly seems to be with no signs of logic or reason, but Presley still has hope. Presley can see her problems and identify them after the fact but she clearly seems incapable of learning from those mistakes and correcting future course outcomes as a result. This is a passage that struck me the most in this diary:
"Like I said before…my head was in the right place…and I knew right from wrong…but I didn’t REALLY understand why, and my heart was not in what I KNEW to be true. I was far too caught up in what felt right and what I wanted when I wanted it. My head was telling me that James wasn’t right for me. He didn’t meet all the criteria I had to date someone, but my heart wanted him. My heart wanted him so bad that I was willing to give everything to him. It makes me wonder…in that moment when I decided I wasn’t going home…and I decided I would go and spend the night with James…what made me THINK that was OK? What made me justify what I was doing? Why was I (besides the obvious) so scared? I knew when I left with him that something would happen, I never thought I would lose my virginity, but I knew something would happen…and I was OK with that. I figured it was my fate, it was what was supposed to happen…almost as if God was giving the go-ahead because I would grow stronger from whatever happened…HOW TWISTED ISTHAT?!?! What could possibly make me think that is what I deserved, or that that was the right thing for me to do? One recurring thing kept coming up throughout my soul search…my past."
Presley, this brilliantly written piece is still valid in your current situation, both in you being with Joey, and in your misguided fight for your half-sister. You have directly and defiantly ignored your God-given reason and logic and instead chosen to follow your heart which has proven to lead you off the right patch as you admit it did in the past with "James". If you continue to ignore your reason and logic, one day you are going to wake up and realize you no longer have it and you are the same as Joey, Connie, Susan and whoever else you are surrounding yourself with.
Did u email this to Presley before "blogging" it. This is more ripe for a personal cOnversation than on this idiotic site.
ReplyDeleteYou are more than free to stop reading it
ReplyDeleteI believe Presley blogged it in her own blog so really, it seems like its a simple copy n paste. If Presley is a grown woman, she should be willing to have an adult conversation and answer questions without all the drama. Ginger is about the only unbiased person going in this entire fiasco from top to bottom. Seems to me the voice of reason should be the one trying to get both sides to have a discussion.
ReplyDeleteEvery single thing I put on here I have given Presley at least a week to respond to it before I post it, she always refuses to respond. And if she does respond its something along the lines of loser pedophile defender, corruption adovocator ect, never an actually substaintive responce. The only thing I posted that I didn't tell her about ahead of time were to pics of her and Joey, but then again don't post pics of yourself and Joey on your facebook and not expect them to show on on Joeyisalittlekid's blog.
ReplyDeleteOh and here is the James loser speaking about Shane to Presley about what he thinks should be done, and this is after the latest incident, notice how Presley Dauben the Rebrobate responds to him:
ReplyDeleteSteven James Wright i think its about time you stop relying on the law and you take care of this MY way. :)
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Brooke Nicole Prescott Something is very wrong here
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Presley Renae Crowe Steven...no ones stopping ya!
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How awful. What person wants to kill a man who has never been charged and it appears false accusations have been tossed on him? How could anyone want to kill a guy who's never charged and not convicted YET doesn't Steven realize Presley is living with a man who is charged with child rape? Where's the death threats on Joeys' head. goodness this is sad
ReplyDeleteHyperbole aside excellent point. Amazing that it came from you. I don't have to wonder how they rationalize it. Joey is wrongfully accused and Shane is wrongfully free. Conspiracy
ReplyDeleteHer sarcasm doesn't always translate well?
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